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[09 Aug 2006|06:01pm] |
wow! its been a long time since i've updated on this thing... there's nothing really all that new to talk about....i got a job about a month ago but need to find a new one because this working only 15 hours a week isn't cutting it for me. well i was going through all my pictures the other day and i miss everyone i used to hang out with the little click we had in high school okay maybe it was a bit bigger.... i talk to isis every once in awhile, kim i talk to sometimes, jackie i never really talk to even though she lives across the street i don't talk to her i guess that's why i don't like my friends dating my neighbor, and sara i stoped talking to the summer after high school because i tried to make plans with her and she was always with dave and never called me back so make some plans, i don't understand why guys have to get in the way of friendship.... well i just hope that when our classes has it's 10 or 20 year reunion that we all won't act like strangers to each other....
well classes start next monday for me.... monday wednesday 8 - 1 45
tuesday thursday 8 - 12 15
HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT SUMMER! LOVE YOU ALL
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[20 May 2006|09:16am] |
 | You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampiric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!
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[03 May 2006|10:57am] |
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well next friday is my birthday... go me 19 years old... well i'm gunna hang out with friends allday.. i hope if they're up and not at work... then maybe the casino... my parents are leaving friday morning and won't be back till saturady night... my parents left the day of my birtday... and i won't see them because they are leaving the house at like 5 or something... so i have to find someway to keep busy... well maybe isis will stay the night on thursday... i don't really know what is happening friday but i'll figure things out then... love you all.. xoxo
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[26 Apr 2006|10:27am] |
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well today i'm going to see isis... that's right i'm going to her house today after school... or when class gets out i don't know if there is going to be a lot of people giving speeches today if so then i might be longer then 12 15... damn speeches i have 30 mins till my next class starts... i'm suppose to be in a class right now but that class is pointless... he talks about god knows what and he expects us to go and pay attention in his class... i might even get to see my baby today too... and of course...JESSIE.... IF SHE REMEMBERS TO CALL WHEN SHE IS FINISHED DOING WHAT SHE NEEDS TO DO.... i bought this cute shirt from hot topic the other day... it says you wanna get licky with this ducky... and now zeffrin keeps repeating it... it's cute though i love him... well my space is calling me to write... i never right on there it's more of a way to send private emails but not use the email... i dunno ne ways talk to you all later xoxo
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[23 Apr 2006|10:50pm] |
this may be long but it is worth reading i promise...
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter at home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there, a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?!" she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back, She heard another father say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom and looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.
Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far.
You see he was a fireman and died just this past year.
When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them, Who knows what they felt inside Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose
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[22 Apr 2006|09:43am] |
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well i have one more day of work... which means i have to start looking for a new job... i should have done that 2 weeks ago when i found out they were closing...but o well just have to start looking soon... yesterday i was goign to go out but jessie never called me, catherine decided to stay in and garrett never went to jons or he did and it was to late... either way i never asked him to pick me up but i only would have done that if he was going to jons.... but tonight catherine said she wanted to do something because we didn't do anything lastnight so i'll see what happens... i need money.... i need a job to get money... right now i have 220 in singles... i just need 30 more and then i can have some fun... lol... love you all...
and hopefully soonmy parents will take me out driving again... i want the lisence so i'm not dependent on other people for rides... sometimes i feel bad for asking people to pick me up... that's why i give gas money....
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[13 Apr 2006|09:03am] |
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i get to see my baby tonight!!! that makes me happy!!!! i just found another bruise but this one is on my elbow... i have 25 mins b4 class.... grrrr.... lastnight i told zeffrin for his birthday i was going to pay for his test.... 250 so he better pass if not he's paying again... i hope he passes then he can do what he loves to do... and make more money... hehehe.... well i just can't wait to see him... sunday daddy is taking me driving don't worry it's in the neighborhood not on the streets...
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[12 Apr 2006|08:09am] |
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i don't really have much to say... wait i have a paper due in 50mins and i haven't started yet maybe i'll trun it in late... i need to buy a bookmark or i just need a paperclip... ok thats all that's inmy head right now so i'll talk to you all later love you all...
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[10 Apr 2006|12:03pm] |
ok i'm good about the sex thing but somethings i think just don't match they are too low for it to be true... hehehe
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[10 Apr 2006|08:12am] |
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grr to the world... isis this is great.. steven's wake and it's gunna rain... i really don't feel like crying today i did enough of it last night... but i understand why i did it... he says he wants to know how i feel about everything so i wrote a letter for him and i always write down my thoughts so maybe i'll give them to him... all because i wanted to smoke... i love him so much!... well last night was fun... i got to see him and isis... the poking game was fun... anyone said green i got a poke...it started me just saying green then i told isis to tel me how many people she knew with green eyes and she said green like every other word so i was getting poked alot... isis had no idea why i was laughing so hard... it was because she said green so many times... if i knew how to download pictures i would post this picture of my baby... he's lighting a bowl... and it just looks so awesome... well i would tell more but no body really wants to read about my personal issues... so i'll talk to you all later love you all...
i hope i don't cry today... i haven't cried yet over steven but once i see the body i'm gone... samething happened with krix... i just hope that they are both some place better then this place right now... they will be missed by all of us... xoxo
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[06 Apr 2006|08:27am] |
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well yseterday was not a very good day some parts were good... i was sick and i found out horrible news... i told zeffrin and garrett told isis... but the weirdest thing was that the boys both asked whos fault it was... damn them boys... i talked to jackie at work and if i would have stayed on the phone any longer then i did i would have cried... i'm ready to do that now... i just hope i don;t did it in the middle of class... the one good thing about yesterday was that pauley came to visit me at work he satyed for a couple of hours then he had to leave but it was nice to see him he brightened up my day... well if anyone finds out news about steven please call or texted to tell me... i love you all and i'm glad that you all are alive and in my life... i don't know what i would do if you all weren't here...
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[31 Mar 2006|07:46am] |
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yesterday was fun... i went to school got out went to wal-mart to buy a bathing suit because i was going to isis' house and she wanted to go swimming... but we didn't go the water was to cold... zeffrin and i got into an argument... that wasn't fun... if you wanna know what happened i'll spill it out later... but today.. plans are school... home... work... tanning with isis... ?????.... be with zeffrin... stay at isis for the night... work at noon next day... omg! this kid nathan has a new razor (phone) it's so awesome... the picture quality is better.. and he can take black and white, colored, bluish, greenish, redish, and old time photos on the phone... he says when a new razor comes out he'll sell me that one... it's so pretty looking i want it... ne ways... i'm gunna go post myspace... and maybe look some people up... love you all xoxo
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[29 Mar 2006|08:03am] |
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kim when or if you come down thiss weekend call me so i can "chill" with you guys... so everyone knows i'm not grounded or anything i can go out... it just seems that people don't invite me to do anything... but i can i'm not a prisoner or anything... well i'm gunna do somethign today and i'll tell everyone about it when i find out the results... don't worry it's not anything life threating... i love you all!
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[21 Mar 2006|12:01pm] |
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well nothing is new in my life... i just miss all of my friends... my dad is putting up a new ceiling for me... and i'm getting a new bed... so at the moment i'm on a twin air mattress with a full temerpedic topper so yes i do roll off the bed sometimes... i have no work today or thursday... i need to buy something on line but i can't because i need my friends address to send it to... i cut myself with a knife yesterday, i was cutting a tomato... DAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I'VE BEEN THINKING OF YOU... WITH YOUR SHIRT OFF.... i think i'm going to quit my job i can't stand working there anymore everything i do somebody gets mad... so i just say fuck it... i want to paint my ceiling bubble gum pink but i don't think my parents want to see that... victoria's secret has silk sheets in bubble gum pink i think that would be fun to have my sheets match my ceiling ... but i don't know if i'd want to look at bright pink everyday..."KIM YOUR BRAIN POPPED INTO MY HEAD FOR A SECOND"... well that's all my random thoughts for today... tune in next week for some more random thoughts...
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IT'S BEEN ONE YEAR! A NIGHT OF PARTYING AND THEN A DAY OF REMEMBERING... WE ALL LOVE YOU KRIX!
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[02 Mar 2006|07:58am] |
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goodmorning everybody! so spring break is coming up and i bet everybody is coming down... i hope to see you all when you come down so give me a call... new # 954-673-4299 just incase you don't have it.. i've been extremely bored lately... so bored i've been at my neighbors almost every night. i need some excitement...i miss you all very much... especially sara... i haven't talk to or even seen her in the longest time... maybe over spring break we can hang out... but we'll see... hope to talk to you all soon. LOVE YOU ALL XOXO
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yesterday brittany and i went to visit robert. he broke his collar bone. today i went shopping with my mother.. we went to the sawgrass mall.... i just got a few t-shirts... one has nothing on it the other says "what the duck?" with a picture of a duck... before we went to the mall mother took me to the coconut creek casino... after shopping we went to the hollywood casino... that's were i made money... i walked in with 7 dollars, made it up to 70 dollars but then i dropped to 30 and i stoped... so i think i did good... but what i should have done was what zeffrin told me to do... when i get ahead cash out... then but the amount i started with back into the machine... if i had done that i would have walked out with more then 30 dollars... but it's all cool... i get to go to work tomorrow then zeffrin is gunna come visit me... i miss him so much, i haven't seen him in like a week... sadness is apon me...
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did you guys(people outside of south florida) hear the ms. waldo from the guidence was cought stealing mr. bells and ms. cardosos credit card... and she was cought on tape.. well i just thought i would let the old pompano high kids know about what happened.
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| Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" | 
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love |
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YESTERDAY I GOT THE PINK RAZOR.... BUT NOW ZEFFRIN ISN'T ALLOWED TO COME OVER AT ALL.... WELL ISIS CALL ME AND I CAN TELL YOU MORE... AT KYLES RIGHT NOW SO I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER XOXO
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